
Taylor was just asking me a few days ago on our walk with the
pups how my blog is going. Uhhh…. It’s been non-existent. I’m so sorry for the
few of you who actually care to read these posts that I’ve slacked. I’ve found
myself sharing my journey mainly on Instagram, but the fact is, not all of you
are on Instagram so you’re not seeing it all unfold – the bitching, sweating
and tears. If you’re not on Instagram, you can see my posts on the bottom of my
website.
I promise to do a better job over the next three months. Because
believe it or not, today marks 100 days until Ironman Maryland. Holy shit! I’m
sort of sick to my stomach as I type this, kinda wanna puke, kinda wanna cry,
kinda can’t believe this is happening.
I’ve been in the trenches since January literally giving
everything I have. For the last 6 months I’ve been getting after it 6 days a
week (with a thrown in bonus rest day here and there – yippee) and honestly doing
things I never thought I could do. I’m doing a lot on my own, but also loving
the opportunities I get to run, ride or swim with friends when schedules align.
I’m pretty freaking proud of myself.

Knock on wood, but I’ve been feeling strong physically. Back
in May I had a very random back issue that was luckily fixed with some love
from Dr. Z at the chiropractor. The only other lingering pain I’ve been
suffering is plantar fasciitis heel pain that I’m trying to work out on my own
with a golf ball and water bottle. Luckily it’s only morning stiffness and
after long runs. I’m keeping my eye on it and trying to get me in perfect
shape. I luckily only had one bout of sickness this training cycle – a terrible
stomach bug last week that knocked me on my ass. It was awful, I missed a lot of
workouts but I slept lots, clearly my body needed it. A few workouts aren’t
going to kill me (that is what I kept telling myself at least).

Did I mention I’m tired? I know, it’s understandable with
the amount of hours, but I’m sleepy. So sleepy in fact that my showers more
than not include me sitting in the tub, washing my hair and body from a seated
position and then just sitting with the water hitting me for far too long. Bonus
days are weekends when I get to take an Epsom salt and oils bath. Living the
dream.
With all of the marathon training I do, I knew going into
Ironman training that juggling family, life, work and friend
events/opportunities was going to be tough. If you make Friday evening plans,
you need to get up at 4 a.m. to get your workout in because you can’t do it
later. My family is going to the amusement park but I’m passing because it’s a
few days before a race and I don’t want to have the chance of soreness or
injury. And my dear husband, my god he is a saint. My wife duties have
completely slacked – like cleaning the house and dishes at the top of the list.
I am so thankful to have him on my team and pick up the slack that I’m not
pulling my weight on. He’s been standing strong next to me on this journey (and
if he hates it he’s faking it really well) but he’s the best support system
there is.

When all of that juggling isn’t going on, I’ve been doing a
lot of self-help and motivational reading. I truly believe that participating in
athletic endeavors – 5ks, marathons, Ironmans – 80% of the battle is mental.
You need to have your head on straight with these journeys or in simple terms…you’re
fucked. When I train I have positive affirmations I repeat over and over again
when days are tough. And when I’m home and get up in the morning or talk about
the race, I say WHEN I finish or once I complete the race… Never forget that
the way you speak to yourself impacts your life far more than how others speak
to you.
It’s been an exciting and exhausting journey so far and no
joke, it’s been life changing. Here is to the next 100 days to give it
everything I have. I can sleep on September 29.
Sincerely loved the end product and the whole crew work hard to give me a product New York rehab
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